So hi ! im sure tht u will definitely asking what im work and where im working at . Since im at form 3 i wanted to get working very madly , i dont knw it will be so terrible when i get a job at E'Delicious Eating House Restaurant . I felt very tired and i felt like i want to stop from working at there . Tht restaurant is a new restaurant and i thought no customers will go there and eat there . by my perception is wrong . totally wrong . Tht restaurant was fulled by people for 4 days ! and me ? just a new worker there , i have no experience at all . I do many mistakes at first , i dont care cause i know im new but im scared if i will get mad by my BOSSS . My friend cry when my boss cant understand what she try to explain when she had done a mistakes (sala antar minuman ) . Sometimes , i think thts not our fault because our boss cant speak Malay very well and she cant understand malay well too . It is very worse when someone cant understand what are we talking .
    18/12/13 will be our last day working there and i felt so happy ! But the sad thing is we only got a little amount of wages . hurm ~ Nvm , as long as i have my own money and i can buy my own things . *blink2*
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Posted at 8:36 AM | 0 comments

One day at a time

                I like to sing this song so much , bcause this song really tell a human life. This song brought my soul up :)

Try to sing and u will know .


Im only human Im just a woman 
                                                   
Help me believe in what I could be  and all that I am  
                              
Show me the stairway   I have to climb
                                           
Lord for my sake help me to take one day at a time
 
One day at a time sweet Jesus thats all Im asking from You 


Just give me the strength to do everyday what I have to do 


Yesterdays gone sweet Jesus and tomorrow may never be mine 
                                        
Lord help me today show me the way one day at a time 
 
                                   
Do you remember when you walked among men 


Well Jesus you know if youre looking below its worse now than then 


Pushing and shoving crowding my mind 


So for my sake teach me to take One day at a time 


One day at a time sweet Jesus thats all Im asking from You 


Just give me the strength to do everyday what I have to do 


Yesterdays gone sweet Jesus and tomorrow may never be mine 


Lord help me today show me the way one day at a time ....

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Posted at 9:22 PM | 0 comments

TRY

     


     I like to pick TRY as my new post today cause all this while I felt like I've gone through many challenges that I can't bring it by myself ..  sometimes people consider me like i am a cheerful person and everytime they write me a letter they must not forget to write 'el you is a cheerful friend that I never have' .. 
       Maybe i'm a cheerful person at one time , but i think i'm not . Trials have take all my happiness that I have . sometime trials make me give up .. give up in my life.. give up  in my study as well .. sometimes I don't knw wht to do .. but I surrender all to God .
        Since im at boarding school , i  felt so empty , i lack of love from my family .. i felt empty without their laugh , their loud voice ... and so on .. i am shackled by school rules . My friends don't know who i am for the real ...
       I felt regret when I got a bad result in my exam . i felt guilty at my teacher . I don't knw what to do . I don't want to show my real feeling at my friends .. I pray and I pray .. that's all I can do . I don't want to give up in my study bcause I knw God will make a way for his children .. I hope i'll get a bless from Him :)

So friends .. what you have to do is just a TRY . TRY and never ever give up . This is my sharing for Sabbath day . Happy blessed Sabbath . :)

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Posted at 2:16 AM | 0 comments

YOU RAISE ME UP

Do you ever felt when ur self confidence is very low ? so low than before ?? Do you ever felt tht God is veryyy far from u ? D u ever have a big problem so big problem ?? Well , as u know tht's just a small temporal problem that we have to faced in this sinful world ...

Our life full of PROBLEMS and DISASTERS because of our sin ..

So, today I would like to share about what I had learned at church just now ..

We were discussing about 'REPENTANCE' .

Do u understand what repentance is ? what we should do with repentance ? 

So, for me , what i've understand with repentance is .. 'HIJRAH' .. from one bad things u like to do . u change it . throw tht old bad things tht u like to do and make a new good things and become a new person .

Well , as u know tht some of people might want to change not because of their consciousness to their sin or mistake but because they scare if something might happen to them if they not stop from doing the thing tht they shouldn't do . This means that they are not repent honestly . They just think about their self-interest .

As a christian we have to repent with very honest .. honest means , we are repent because of we felt sorry to God and felt guilt to Him for what had we done infront of Him . We ask for a forgiveness and admit our sin to Him through our prayer.

That's all I can share . Hope this will help us to be a good Christian .

Revelation 3:3 - Remember therefore how thou hast received and heard, and hold fast, and repent. If therefore thou shalt not watch, I will come on thee as a thief, and thou shalt not know what hour I will come upon thee.

God bless :)

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Posted at 8:55 AM | 0 comments

FINALLY GOT THE TIPS !

HOW TO FOCUS IN MY HOMEWORK ??

Yesss .. finally I got the steps ! The one tht I need very2 much . So these are the tips :

• Keep your work space clear.
• Work at a desk or table and use a comfortable chair.
• Leave a drink by you so you don't get thirsty. And have a healthy snack with you also.
• Log out of all social networks, e.g. Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, etc. Its best to just disconnect WiFi!
• If you work best with one lamp on, all the lights on, or in the dark, put the lighting to the light that will help you focus best.
• Let your family know that you are doing your homework. If there are younger siblings in the house, you might want to get some earplugs, or put them down for a nap.
• Start your homework at a time when you focus best.
• Turn off your computer.
• Keep the window open for fresh air.

 You also can use this tips if want to . All the best . God bless :)

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Posted at 9:25 AM | 0 comments

Before back to HOME

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HI ! pejam celik pejam celik rupa2nya 2 bulan pula sy d asrama selepas cuti yg ary tuuuu . patutlah rasa cam rindu tahap maksima jak sama dorang2 ne .. ^^ . Tapi kan .. dorang suma kekal MAINTAIN x kira lah dari segi fizikal ataupun sikap dorang .. masi lagi sama . PROUD OF THEM . Tapi sy ... Menggemuk n I can feel something dfrent with my attitude .. ( i guesss)

Memandangkan BULAN PUASA , sy mau share pasal bulan puasa d skola la . hehe .

Kalo cakap pasal puasa mesti suma org x lupa SUNGKAI mah SAHUR  kan ??  D asrama , xkiralah muslim or non muslim , suma mesti SAHUR dan SUNGKAI(buka puasa) . Tapiii .. kami satu bilik memang MALAS BANGUN sahur .. rajin pun kadang2 jak .

Sampai satu hari tu , roomate sy yg tidur sebelah sy , as known as MAKHLUK yg suka tidurr . telajak tidur . nsib sempat juga dia p sahur .. dari cara dia kelam-kabut  ready2p sahur tu memang lawak la .. tpi PROUD OF HER gak la walaupun hampir imsak dia berusaha gak p sahur ..

And the best moment before holiday is ... walaupun kami satu bilik ni malas bgun pagi , dua hari sblum balik tu kami rancang bersahur sma2 . bukan SATU bilik tpi DUA bilik . We are the TWINKLE SISTER . suma ada 16 org .. cuba bayangkan16 org dlm 1 kumpulan jalan sama2 p dewan selera ... ebat kan ? :D . ya .. itulah kehidupan Penduduk asrama .

Hari-hari kita , kita tanggung bersama kawan-kawan . susah senang kita , kita kongsi juga dengan dorang . Dari situlah fikiran kita akan terbuka , kita akan tahu betapa susahnya kehidupan kalo xda masa depan . Di situ juga la , sikap kerendahan hati mulai dipupuk . Sikap memahami perasaan org .. perasaan cikgu dan adik2 ..

Now I know why I'm at MRSM ,Sandakan .. God wanted me to be a thankful girl ,to be a independent girl , to be a daughter that will make my parents happy , to be more strong in faith and to be His child tht will spread the happy news to people ...  :)

Mentor of SK Sibuga Sandakan 2013 n 2014

Thanks for lending ur eye . God bless :)

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Posted at 11:33 PM | 0 comments

Expression of liver ..

Hye bloggers .. i have not  typing for a long time bcause i'm very busy at this time and now im not school in kk anymore .. now i school at MRSM,sandakan , my offer had been received by the headquarters of MARA . I felt so much grateful because i have accepted to be a mrsm's student . I moved to mrsm,sandakan on march i forgot when was the date but it was on march .. I was sent by my parents on sunday if im not mistaken .. we went there 1 day earlier than the actual date . I'm not very happy when I had reached sandakan .. i felt very scared and not ready yet for my transfered .
    When i had registered at MRSM,sandakan i felt a bit happy cos now I have my independent life . I have my own bed , study's table and all is my mine .I thought it will be an easy things to get adapted at tht school ..   but i was wrong it was so hard to live , to sleep and to get rest when we are school in a boarding shool . Sometimes i just felt tht i wanted to leave tht school and back to my old school ... but i think toward my parents .. they have hassless used their energy just to give a chance for me school at MRSM,sandakan . Day by day i just kept patient .. let all the day passed away ..
   When the exam's month is come .. all of my friends were struggling for their exam . I felt stressed looking them in tht way . Like it or not i have to do just the way their did . Luckily, it was just a SETARA exmination . However , it will included in my PNG . i've to do my best in my examination .. luckily my result is not too bad . i thnk i can get a rest after the examination but in fact i had to sit for the semester 1 examination after 2 weeks . i didn't get enough time to study !! I just answered my paper as i can do ...
    Lastly ... i got my PNG . the result not sent to my house while my friends had received their result when they still at their home with a pink . I extremely happy when I knw my result is above 3.5 . I got 3.63 in this sem 1 and I decented to get award from our principle . I think this not because of me but this is because of God's power . Thanks to him .. I will do the best in this coming exam . I think i'll type until here . till meet you in another page . :)

ciloi , me , azee , fejel ester n ogy ..

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Posted at 6:08 AM | 0 comments

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So hi ! im sure tht u will definitely asking what im work and where im working at . Since im at form 3 i wanted to get working very madly , i dont knw it will be so terrible when i get a job at E'Delicious Eating House Restaurant . I felt very tired and i felt like i want to stop from working at there . Tht restaurant is a new restaurant and i thought no customers will go there and eat there . by my perception is wrong . totally wrong . Tht restaurant was fulled by people for 4 days ! and me ? just a new worker there , i have no experience at all . I do many mistakes at first , i dont care cause i know im new but im scared if i will get mad by my BOSSS . My friend cry when my boss cant understand what she try to explain when she had done a mistakes (sala antar minuman ) . Sometimes , i think thts not our fault because our boss cant speak Malay very well and she cant understand malay well too . It is very worse when someone cant understand what are we talking .
    18/12/13 will be our last day working there and i felt so happy ! But the sad thing is we only got a little amount of wages . hurm ~ Nvm , as long as i have my own money and i can buy my own things . *blink2*

                I like to sing this song so much , bcause this song really tell a human life. This song brought my soul up :)

Try to sing and u will know .


Im only human Im just a woman 
                                                   
Help me believe in what I could be  and all that I am  
                              
Show me the stairway   I have to climb
                                           
Lord for my sake help me to take one day at a time
 
One day at a time sweet Jesus thats all Im asking from You 


Just give me the strength to do everyday what I have to do 


Yesterdays gone sweet Jesus and tomorrow may never be mine 
                                        
Lord help me today show me the way one day at a time 
 
                                   
Do you remember when you walked among men 


Well Jesus you know if youre looking below its worse now than then 


Pushing and shoving crowding my mind 


So for my sake teach me to take One day at a time 


One day at a time sweet Jesus thats all Im asking from You 


Just give me the strength to do everyday what I have to do 


Yesterdays gone sweet Jesus and tomorrow may never be mine 


Lord help me today show me the way one day at a time ....

     


     I like to pick TRY as my new post today cause all this while I felt like I've gone through many challenges that I can't bring it by myself ..  sometimes people consider me like i am a cheerful person and everytime they write me a letter they must not forget to write 'el you is a cheerful friend that I never have' .. 
       Maybe i'm a cheerful person at one time , but i think i'm not . Trials have take all my happiness that I have . sometime trials make me give up .. give up in my life.. give up  in my study as well .. sometimes I don't knw wht to do .. but I surrender all to God .
        Since im at boarding school , i  felt so empty , i lack of love from my family .. i felt empty without their laugh , their loud voice ... and so on .. i am shackled by school rules . My friends don't know who i am for the real ...
       I felt regret when I got a bad result in my exam . i felt guilty at my teacher . I don't knw what to do . I don't want to show my real feeling at my friends .. I pray and I pray .. that's all I can do . I don't want to give up in my study bcause I knw God will make a way for his children .. I hope i'll get a bless from Him :)

So friends .. what you have to do is just a TRY . TRY and never ever give up . This is my sharing for Sabbath day . Happy blessed Sabbath . :)
Do you ever felt when ur self confidence is very low ? so low than before ?? Do you ever felt tht God is veryyy far from u ? D u ever have a big problem so big problem ?? Well , as u know tht's just a small temporal problem that we have to faced in this sinful world ...

Our life full of PROBLEMS and DISASTERS because of our sin ..

• Keep your work space clear.
• Work at a desk or table and use a comfortable chair.
• Leave a drink by you so you don't get thirsty. And have a healthy snack with you also.
• Log out of all social networks, e.g. Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, etc. Its best to just disconnect WiFi!
• If you work best with one lamp on, all the lights on, or in the dark, put the lighting to the light that will help you focus best.
• Let your family know that you are doing your homework. If there are younger siblings in the house, you might want to get some earplugs, or put them down for a nap.
• Start your homework at a time when you focus best.
• Turn off your computer.
• Keep the window open for fresh air.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HI ! pejam celik pejam celik rupa2nya 2 bulan pula sy d asrama selepas cuti yg ary tuuuu . patutlah rasa cam rindu tahap maksima jak sama dorang2 ne .. ^^ . Tapi kan .. dorang suma kekal MAINTAIN x kira lah dari segi fizikal ataupun sikap dorang .. masi lagi sama . PROUD OF THEM . Tapi sy ... Menggemuk n I can feel something dfrent with my attitude .. ( i guesss)

Memandangkan BULAN PUASA , sy mau share pasal bulan puasa d skola la . hehe .

Kalo cakap pasal puasa mesti suma org x lupa SUNGKAI mah SAHUR  kan ??  D asrama , xkiralah muslim or non muslim , suma mesti SAHUR dan SUNGKAI(buka puasa) . Tapiii .. kami satu bilik memang MALAS BANGUN sahur .. rajin pun kadang2 jak .

Sampai satu hari tu , roomate sy yg tidur sebelah sy , as known as MAKHLUK yg suka tidurr . telajak tidur . nsib sempat juga dia p sahur .. dari cara dia kelam-kabut  ready2p sahur tu memang lawak la .. tpi PROUD OF HER gak la walaupun hampir imsak dia berusaha gak p sahur ..

And the best moment before holiday is ... walaupun kami satu bilik ni malas bgun pagi , dua hari sblum balik tu kami rancang bersahur sma2 . bukan SATU bilik tpi DUA bilik . We are the TWINKLE SISTER . suma ada 16 org .. cuba bayangkan16 org dlm 1 kumpulan jalan sama2 p dewan selera ... ebat kan ? :D . ya .. itulah kehidupan Penduduk asrama .

Hari-hari kita , kita tanggung bersama kawan-kawan . susah senang kita , kita kongsi juga dengan dorang . Dari situlah fikiran kita akan terbuka , kita akan tahu betapa susahnya kehidupan kalo xda masa depan . Di situ juga la , sikap kerendahan hati mulai dipupuk . Sikap memahami perasaan org .. perasaan cikgu dan adik2 ..

Now I know why I'm at MRSM ,Sandakan .. God wanted me to be a thankful girl ,to be a independent girl , to be a daughter that will make my parents happy , to be more strong in faith and to be His child tht will spread the happy news to people ...  :)

Mentor of SK Sibuga Sandakan 2013 n 2014

Thanks for lending ur eye . God bless :)

Hye bloggers .. i have not  typing for a long time bcause i'm very busy at this time and now im not school in kk anymore .. now i school at MRSM,sandakan , my offer had been received by the headquarters of MARA . I felt so much grateful because i have accepted to be a mrsm's student . I moved to mrsm,sandakan on march i forgot when was the date but it was on march .. I was sent by my parents on sunday if im not mistaken .. we went there 1 day earlier than the actual date . I'm not very happy when I had reached sandakan .. i felt very scared and not ready yet for my transfered .
    When i had registered at MRSM,sandakan i felt a bit happy cos now I have my independent life . I have my own bed , study's table and all is my mine .I thought it will be an easy things to get adapted at tht school ..   but i was wrong it was so hard to live , to sleep and to get rest when we are school in a boarding shool . Sometimes i just felt tht i wanted to leave tht school and back to my old school ... but i think toward my parents .. they have hassless used their energy just to give a chance for me school at MRSM,sandakan . Day by day i just kept patient .. let all the day passed away ..
   When the exam's month is come .. all of my friends were struggling for their exam . I felt stressed looking them in tht way . Like it or not i have to do just the way their did . Luckily, it was just a SETARA exmination . However , it will included in my PNG . i've to do my best in my examination .. luckily my result is not too bad . i thnk i can get a rest after the examination but in fact i had to sit for the semester 1 examination after 2 weeks . i didn't get enough time to study !! I just answered my paper as i can do ...
    Lastly ... i got my PNG . the result not sent to my house while my friends had received their result when they still at their home with a pink . I extremely happy when I knw my result is above 3.5 . I got 3.63 in this sem 1 and I decented to get award from our principle . I think this not because of me but this is because of God's power . Thanks to him .. I will do the best in this coming exam . I think i'll type until here . till meet you in another page . :)

ciloi , me , azee , fejel ester n ogy ..

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